loneliness is a drug i get high on every fucking second of my insignificant life.i feel so goddamned isolated. but i dont do it on purpose, it just happens.i dont wanna sleep because i fear whatever will come for me when i close my eyes.i dont cry.i love all things morbid. i hate attention, fame and popularity. i am a self confessed bookworm and geek.

lying on my bed but not sleeping, being lethargic, listening to albums in the dark.writing.

panic! at the disco, taking back sunday, fall out boy.greenday, mxpx, coheed and cambria, yellowcard, nine days, from autumn to ashes, bullet for my valentine, i am ghost, from first to last, the ataris, blink 182, roots of rage, seether, evanescence, red hot chilli peppers, the used, the killers, vertical horizon, 3 doors down, switchfoot, pantera, get up kids, death cab for cutie, angels and airwaves, dashboard confessional, urbandub, up dharma down, saosin, all seats taken, the johnnys, alesana, guns n' roses, metallica, pacofarm, new years day, the dresden dolls, the used, my chemical romance, wheatus, cute is what we aim for, plain white ts, motion city soundtrack, cat power, new found glory, the red jumpsuit apparatus, boyslikegirls, gymclass heroes, paramore, plus 44, cobra starship, the white stripes..

the taming of the shrew, a midsummer night's dream, mirrormask, the godfather parts 1 to 3, analyze this and that, little black book, bad boys 1 and 2, shrek1and2, release the bats, the corpse bride, the nightmare before christmas

mtv!

eragon, eledst, the harry potter series, the catwho series, the childrens hour, shadowland, dan brown books, the others, peanuts, garfield, heathcliff, calvin and hobbs, a history of nazi germany and the third reich, mein kampf, prentice hall's geometry and algebra, spellfall, lightland, a midsummer night's dream, macbeth, chicken soup series, bloodroot, witches bane, from the mixed up files of mrs. basil e. frankweiler, the prydain chronicles, deryni rising, the egypt game, the witches of worm, the witches buttons, the secret of the indian, the nancy drew and hardy boys series, e.l. konigsburg, the tricksters choice, the thief lord, martins mice, dragon boy, charlie and the chocolate factory, charlie and the glass elevator, the bfg, the witches, the twits, the boggart, the boggart and the monster, aesop's fables, the wonderful wizard of oz, bedknobs and broomsticks, the borrower's sreies, the artemis fowl series, the gangster of love, eldest, the quest for saint camber, the boy with a thorn in his side, the canterbury tales, ipod therefore i am, lovely bones..cant remember the others..